banjir tak jadi..

hahaha.. tgk tajok jewk da kelkr.. ary 2, dua ary ujn tnpa henti.. dgn khbr, ade sglintr pnddk sgmt da pn mnglmi bencana alam (banjir).. kerisaun mula terpancar di wajah bonda.. die mula mngems rumh dgn bntuan ankndanye yg tercinta (aku).. ceh, ayt.. x bole bela.. mama kata ayh sejk akhr2 nie x bpe sehat.. sakit blakng katenye.. so, tme kte kms uma, ayh sdp jewk tido.. pdhl ayh sowng jewk hero at ruma nie.. maklomla, tgl btige jewk skrng.. aq sdey gak la ble jd cm nie.. so, decide past solt nk wt solt hjt n bc yassin.. bc jgak doa elak bencana.. alhmdllh, da x ujan.. syukur, lege rsenye.. tp, dlm mse yg sme, bngang jgak.. pnt jewk angkt brng brt2, tp x bnjr.. tp 2 kn lbh elok drpd kne kms uma past bnjr.. pnt wo.. yg jd aq nk tlz at blog nie coz td mama cte.. cik zai (jiran) da kms2 pnggn mngkok sume nk angkt kt tngkt ats.. kononnye preparation utk bnjr la.. alek2 x jd.. hahaha ~

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merdeka !

yeeaaahhhh !!!! happy x trkata wo.. i da abez SPM.. lege btol.. hahaha... urm, nsb bek la x ssesusah acc.. huh, tension aq x leyh jwb.. da la dgn wet aq kne curi dek org.. RM30 kot.. sbo je larh.. anggp jea ade hkmh dsblknye.. eh, jap la.. ayh belik DURIAN !!! nk mkn jap.. daaa....

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ada abg din, adk dlupekn~

hahaha... ayt 2 ku lafazkn pd mama.. tp sbnrnye utk ayh.. cme x brani la an nk ckp ngan ayh cm 2.. ble aq igt2 blk, klkr plak.. hahaha... cte dye bmula mcm nie.. abg din blk uma.. dye abez sem ptme.. ayh pn cm biase la.. kalo ank2 dye nk blk, dye akn kuo beli pape la yg ptot.. tp kali nie bbza.. bkn la bbza cgt.. cme..... nestva aq.. i mean breakfast aq.. pg2 biase aq mnum nesvta utk isi perot.. mse 2 msh dlm mnggu peksa.. nesvta aq da abez.. kne plak ary 2 peksa add math.. fuuuhhh !! da la add math 2 ssa, otk lak x segr cm biase.. sbb 2 la lhr pkataan 2.. aq bkn ske2 nk ckp.. kalo x pkse, x de nye aq kes x mnum nesvta 2.. yg jd kaitn ngan abg din uh.. ayh g shopping, belikn abg din nye susu coklat dutch lady.. susu coklat aq x bpe ske cgt.. aq lbh cke strabery.. dye beli coklet coz abg din ske.. tp dye x beli pn nesvta aq.. pdhl dye kuo beli brng da 2 kali.. nesvta aq x dbeli beli jgak.. kalo sblm nie, blm abez ag dye da beli..

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last at skola..

urm.. sbnrnye aq x cye pn yg aq da pn 17 thn.. tup2, aq da SPM.. last paper slase dpn.. tgl paper acc n eknmi jea.. sdey btol nk tglkn kengkwn.. kwn2 yg otak trejal 2 mmg aq x kn pkir ah.. wlupon knakln dyeorg 2, pd owg len akn bg knangn di 5C.. tp tdk bg aq.. dyeorg 2 keje nye nk sktkn aty aq jea.. tp dlm bnyk2 dyeorg 2, pd aq, asri n am 2 oke ckt la cmpre ngan yg len.. mem pompuan sume nye oke2.. cme ade la sowng 2.. aq x nk mention name dye.. tp kdng2 sikp dy wt aq x sng nk bkwn ngan dye.. tp x pe la.. past nie x de dh nk jmpe ag an.. dak2 nie rncng nk wt jmuan 7/12/11.. pd aq tarikh 2 x bgtu ssuai.. nie pe yg fina ckp la.. ary 2 pulng bku teks.. so, sng.. dak2 yg dok jao2 nie ade ag.. dyeorg leh g.. 2 aq trme la.. yg aq x trme 2, wt jmuan nye ptg.. srupe je x.. mst dyeorg pulng bku teks, tros blk kg dye.. yg aq x stuju trikh 2 coz awl cgt.. bg la kteorg rest our mind 1st.. shri past xm nk wt jmuan.. x syok der.. agpn, wt je la jd reunion troz.. i mean, da bpe ary past 2 br wt.. br la ade rse wndu nk jmpe kwn2.. then, sbb len, my capital F x abez xm ag.. dye x de, of course la aq x sronok.. urm.. nta la.. aq x nk ckp cm nie face 2 face at fina.. akot dye kck aty.. da la pg td aq x bpe nk ade mood.. pai owg tego pn aq x leyh nk snyom.. aq x nk tmblkn mslh antre kwn2.. ape lg ngan owg yg aq syg..

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SPM !

huh.. spm is juz aroud the corner.. iera x rse lngsung pn cm nk pkse.. iera anggp, spm nie juz cm exam2 biase jewk.. tp pe pn.. spm nie yg akn tntukn mse dpn iera... so, i've 2 do the best..

so, sy NADHIRAH BT HJ ISMAIL mnyusn 10 jari memohn ampun n maaf seandainye sy tlh mlukai hati n prsaan anda.. eceh... hahaha... k la, serius.. iera nk mx maap kalo2 ade tksr bhse, tsilp bbcre, trkutk o tngate.. sume la.. sma ade yg sngje ataupn yg x sngje.. harap dmaafkn.. 0-0 k..

bgtu jgak kalo iera ade terpkai brng2 korng ke, tguna tnpe sdr o izin, ilmu2 yg tla korng knsikn.. sume nye harap dhalalkn..

past 2, iera harap korng sudi la doakn kjayaan utk iera.. smge Allah permudhkn iera jwb pkse, tnangkn aty iera, bntu iera, lapangkn fikirn iera.. n mudh2an, dgn usha, doa n tawakl, iera memperoleh kptsn yg cmrlng... amin~

good luck jgak utk batch iera.. mulekn dgn bsmlh, n akhri dgn lfz alhmdllh..

salam sayang dr nad iera..

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mamaku !

here is my mom.. name dye zainon bt salleh.. nie gmba mse kteorg kt arafah.. oke, sjk kcl, iera mmg x rpt ngan mama.. mmg iera ank bngsu.. tp iera x smnje owg len.. iera mmg jrng lepk ngan mama.. ape lg ayh.. ayh mmg lngsng x de la.. ayh nye cte, nnt2 la.. now, iera nk cte psl mama...

sjk kcl, mse kteorg lhr lg, mama da bkak akaun tbung haji utk kteorg.. mama ptg gaji dye bmule dgn rm10 utk sorng ank dye.. smpai la wet kte ckop utk dftr hj.. smapi la umr iera 10 thn x cilp.. iera dpt twrn mse 2 drjh 4 kn.. iera blm baligh.. so, iera x dpt g.. mama ngan ayh g ngan abg eg.. ank ptme yg g haji adlh abg eg..

thn demi thn blalu, uda ngan abg din tdetik hati nk pegi mnunaikn hj.. iera blm lg.. iera pegi thn 2009.. iera sorng jea yg dpt twrn n yg mmg nk g.. angh mmg nk g, tp msh standby, coz dftr lmbt.. kate ptgsn tbng hj, mama n ayh leyh g thn 2, cme da pena pegi 2 kali, dye nk bg laluan utk yg len.. mmndngkn iera x de mhrm, mama n ayh dpt g.. lme kmudian, angh pown dpt g.. alhmdllh..

sjk dr 2, iera mle rpt ngan mama, ayh, k.nani n angh.. tp yg plng iera rpt adlh mama.. iera gmbra cgt.. dgn brkt pegi hj, iera jd rpt ngan mama.. iera syg mama cgt2.. mama da mcm kwn iera sndri.. hmpr sume bnde iera cte kt mama..

tp mlm nie, mama da lukai aty iera.. iera x taw plak kalo slme nie mama kbrtn ble iera kuo ngan kwn2.. oke, mulai ary nie, iera x kn kuo ag.. iera x nk kecikn aty mama.. lgpn iera sdey ble mama ckp cm 2.. x kn iera nk have ngan ngan mama... agk2 la ma.. dgn prgai ayh yg mcm 2.. iera x rse sronok taw kalo jln ngan fmly..

kalo mama jns owg yg leyh jln tnpe suami x pe.. iera taw, iera respect mama.. mama la wnta yg plg iera bnggekn.. ma sorng yg pnyanyang.. pengaseh.. pnybr.. tp kdng2, ade la yg wt iera x jd kn mama idola.. mama kdng2 nk owg nmpk mama perfect, but the real 1 is, u're not.. bkn iera nk kutuk mama... iera cme nk kngsi pe yg iera rse..

hari demi hari.. iera rse klainan pd mama.. kalo iera ckp nie, x pai 1 ary mama da lpe.. nk kate mama bnyk pkir, x jgak.. past 2, mama slalu ckp tntng akhrt.. tntng mati la.. iera sbnrnye sdey ble mama ckp cm 2.. tp iera nie jns owg yg kalo blh dtutp ksdihn iera, iera akn ttp.. iera takot khlngn mama.. iera x rpt ngan ayh.. ayh plak bkn sorng yg pnyanyang... ayh lbh tegas.. iera x ske cgt ngan ayh.. iera kalo leyh x nk tgk mama o ayh mati dulu.. bio la iera mati dulu.. iera x snggp khlngn dyeorng..

tp iera sndri msh blm siap utk hdpi sakaratul maut.. jjr, iera bnyk wt dose.. iera bkn la owg yg baik sgt.. iera sdr, iera x tutp aurt, wt mksiat, wt pkre sia2, kurng aja.. iera sdr sume 2.. tp nk wt cm ne.. jiwa iera msh blm dpt hdyh.. iera nk n tringn jd wnta solehah.. tp godaan syaitn tlalu kuat n iera x mmpu utk atsinye..

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moto..

oke.. 1st tme iera bwk moto mse drjh 6.. hahaha... bwk skuter.. nk g uma akq.. abg mx tlg anta dye.. coz nk amek moto at uma akq.. sumenye oke jerk.. tp.... ble da pai 2, abg ckp, rilex jerk.. cm bwk beskal.. tme 2 kteorg da nek moto asng2.. iera pown ape ag.. tros loncat turun, but still pgg handle.. mcm bwk beskal.. ble nk smpai jerk, iera akn wt cm 2.. hah, amek ko.. tPRESS pai lnggr pgr owg sblh.. abez tcbot pgr dye.. pasu, 3 pecah.. ade la luke ckt.. iera pown ape ag.. tros nek bilik, tdo.. ye la, 1st tme.. mama n ayh x taw lak 2.. ble da taw, nsb bek la x mara cgt.. mama gnti pasu yg pech 2.. pgr 2 dulu pgr kte.. dye gne coz da buang pgr 2.. ala, juz ikat jerk.. pgr 2 mgkn dye x kesa cgt.. moto pe sume abg yg urskn..

iera x bwk2 moto, pai la umr iera 16 thn.. mse 2 f4 la.. ayh ngan mama soh blaja.. bwk jea la.. tp kali nie moto kriss.. ade gear.. nmpknye iera oke jerk bwk.. past 2, ma soh iera amek lesen moto.. g la.. p slalu ngan ex iera.. capital F.. sblm nie, abg yg anta.. tp since da lps L.. da g 2 kali lth moto, iera decide nk bwk moto sndri.. tp ngan F la.. dye bwk moto dye.. follow iera kt blkng.. alhmdllh, P pown iera lulus..

slalu g skola.. ayh yg anta.. tp start bln 6 mse f5 nie, br la iera cbe2 bwk moto g skola.. tp wktu ptg ngan ary rbu pg jea la.. coz pkai suo.. sng nak bwk.. past 2 tbe 1 ary iera trse cgt ngan sikp ayh, iera amek kptsn, iera g skola nek moto jerk.. mlz da nk soh owg anta n jempt ag.. kte da bole wt sndri, npe nk ssa2 mx tlg owg kn.. kne plak yg x ikhls.. mmg la mnyktkn aty.. tp skrng oke jea la.. bwk moto g skola..

moto bnyk bg iera pnglmn.. nie mse f4 la.. kalo x silp.. moto x de mnyk 2 kali.. mle2 moto ayh, past 2 bwk moto abg zam.. malu jerk.. nsb bek bkn kt bndr.. mklom la.. iera juz taw bwk moto jerk.. yg len sume x taw.. past 2, mse f5, tme 2 gerimis.. da kt area uma ecah.. ade keta 2 men kuo jea dr smpng.. iera pown break imergncy.. past 2, jln pai smpng, rse moto x sdp.. tgk2, leper jerk.. igtkn pecah.. da la gerimis.. nsb bek la ade sorng pak cik 2 pgl iera btrduh at uma dye jap.. past 2 kol ayh.. soh amek.. past 2, ayh la yg bwk moto 2 g kdai.. tyr blkng jea yg leper.. ujn2 cm 2.. ksian gak tgk ayh.. tp, da iera x geti wt.. nk wt cm ne kn.. then, ayh blk.. ckp bkn pech, kne pku.. 1 jea.. tp bole thn beso gak.. gnti la tyr..

since dr 2, iera msh takot2 ag nk bwk moto.. tp psl skrng asyk nk bjln jerk, iera branikn diri.. kn iera ckp iera g skola nek moto an.. x pena skali pown mnyk 2 lps E.. biase full jerk.. ayh la yg isi.. dye taw yg iera x pndai isi mnyk.. past 2, tiap pg dye kn g msjd.. dulu dye g nek keta.. tp akhr2 nie dye g nek moto.. coz nk bio enjin moto 2 pns.. so iera x yah la tnggu lme utk pnskn enjin..

beso kn prngrbnan ayh.. tp, da 2 yg dye nak.. dye nk iera bwk moto sndri.. nsb dye la.. agypown, iera nie an ank bngsu.. past 2 iera jerk yg dok at uma.. pd cpe ag dye nk wt cm 2 kn..

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myself

oke.. i was born on 31 august 1994.. it's hari kemerdekaan.. sy ank ke 9 dr 9 owg adk bradk.. that's mean i ank bngsu.. as what u know, ank bngsu nie MANJE.. mmg x dnfikn i mmg mnje.. tp x la tlalu mnje.. coz i already have 7 brother n 1 sister.. so, my mom pn da pnt ade rmai cgt ank.. i x dpt rse cgt la kmnjaan bsme mreka.. ary nie, i would like 2 share kisah hidop i.. 


oke, nk mule dr mne yerk ? urrmmm... i lbh rpt dgn mom i cmpre ngan ayah.. ayh 2 garang, x ske cmpr ngan owg.. n aq ade gak la cmpr ckt prgai dye.. i mmg garang.. ble da mara, mmg la.. tp i x leyh mara owg cgt.. i nie jns yg snstve.. cme i x ske tnjk dpn owg.. kalo i kne mara, n i yg mara owg.. i akn nanges.. pelik an.. tp nie la knytaan nye.. lps jea mara or kne mara.. i akn naik bilik, knci pntu n nanges.. 


past 2 i jgak x bgaul cgt ngan owg.. slagi owg 2 x tego i, i x kn tego owg 2 kcuali benr2 tpkse.. tp ble da knl, i la kwn yg plng best yg pena u all knl.. coz i ske wt lawak bodo jgak la.. coz i nk kwn i heppy ble kwn ngan i.. n parent kwn i sndri pn x kesh kalo nk g mne2 kalo ade i.. x taw la npe.. nk kate aq wt gne2, x jgak.. aq x cyela bnde2 tahyul nie. tp ble mood i x bek jerk, jgn dtego.. mmg sume kne mara.. 


i jgak x ske owg yg rpt ngan i isap rokok.. i x leyh nafas u know.. x slesa.. lgpn isap rokok 2 kn harm, mmbzr, mmbhyekn nyawa.. 


psl solt.. alhmdllh la, sejk blk dr mekah, i da kurng tglkn solt.. tp kalo i tglkn pown, i akn qada'.. bnyk jgak prubhn yg balku pd i sejk i blk dr mekah.. i taw i msh x tutp aurt spnohnye, ade ag tgl solt, msh lg ckp bkn2.. i x perfect.. hidayah dtg pd i pown slow2.. mom nk i jd ustazah.. tp jujur, i mmg x bmint. nta la, kalo dulu i blaja rjn2, i phm bhse arab, kmngknan beso jgak la i akn realisasikn hsrt mama.. tp sory ma.. adk x cm 2.. i bcita cita nk jd lecture dlm bdng account.. tp i don't think so i bole amek course acc.. coz since ckgu zarinah pndh, i x bole catch up pe yg ckgu juriah aja.. i x slakn ckgu juriah.. i nmpk effort dye utk bg kteorg pndai.. tp..... nta la.. don't know la.. 


lagi, cte tntng i.. i x bole trme owg tpu i.. lg2 pkwe i sndri.. no matter what, u have 2 be honest wif me.. n cte psl pkwe.. kalo i da ckp i syg dye, mknye i btol2 sygkn dye.. bkn mcm pompuan len.. mulot sje ckp cm 2.. tp aty x.. yah, i mmg lbh rpt ngan boy cmpre ngan girl.. coz fmly i sndri rmai laki.. lgpn mem pompuan nie tlalu snstve.. laki nie dye lbh sporting.. nk cte pape sng.. n i lbh ske bkwn ngan laki lembut.. coz i know, serapt ape pown i ngan dye, besr kmngknan dye x kn jtuh cnte ngan i.. i x ske la wt oeg jth cnta kt i.. i x smpai aty nk lukekn aty owg.. tp npe owg ckp i nie ske pemenkn prsaan owg..? jujr, i mmg x leyh trme owg ckp i cm 2.. terguris aty i.. 


dr segi pljrn.. i dulu mmg mlz blaja.. upsr i dpt 1A jerk.. pmr i da rjn ckt.. oke la 3A.. skola agme pown, i blaja pai drjh khas.. tp dpt SAA jewk.. cbe la dulu i rjn.. mst result i bgz2 mcm skrng.. ary 2 trial SPM i dpt 2A, 4A-, 2C n 1G.. G 2 plak add math.. sorng je kot kels i yg luls add math.. n i owg kdue ttnggi.. bngge la ckt an.. hak3.. i nye reslt cmrlng pown coz i skrng da rjn stdy.. dlm kels i brikn tmpuan.. then, ble nk xm, mlm sblm xm, i akn bc bku.. past 2 wt solt hajat n tawakal.. alhmdllh, dgn cre 2, i bjye.. 


oke, dr segi pmkanan... i x ske mkn ikn bilis, mee tebal, smbl blcn, telo, mayonis, n pe nta lg.. x igt.. sbb2nye, ade sjrh n ade mknan yg i muak ble mkn.. n mknan yg plng i ske adlh asam..  kre asm pe, i bedal.. tp i x mkn asam yg jns brubt 2.. x sdp.. i x ske mkn ubt.. dulu i lngsng x bole telan ubt.. x bole telan.. pai da tmbk ubt nye jd srbuk pown, i munth.. pnye la tekak i x bole trme ubt.. tp 1 day.. i dmm, lme... smnggu lbh.. n i tpkse mkn ubt.. dr citu la i blaja mkn ubt.. n almdllh, skrng tekak i da bole trme ubt.. cme i x ske jewk mkn ubt.. PAHIT lorh.. da la, cm da bnyk no jerk ce urk ary nie.. besok2 la i smbng..

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birthday celebration !

firstly i would like 2 thank 2 those who r coming 2 my birthday celbration.. thnks 4 fiena coz brushe utk dtg wlaupon da jnji ngan fara, nk g ngan dye, tp last mnt fara ckp x pat g.. hmm... thnks jgak pd kwn2 yg da jyekn mjls nad.. kteorg clebrate kt KFC.. fakhrul x dtg coz aq x ajk dye.. lgpn dye x blk weeknd nie.. mizan pown x dtg.. coz x de trnsport.. sume fmly dye g blk kmpng.. ade ke dye ajk aq g uma dye.. tkejot berok aq.. thnks pd razif coz bg nk kek buatn sndri.. ok la, sdp gak.. tp x taw npe ngan dye ary nie.. cm bad mood.. aq kne mara ngan dye td.. sdey ! ye la, owg yg aq rpt mara aq.. tp x pe la.. mgkn dye pnt kot.. coz kt skola ade event pe nta..

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. . . kak ayu nikah . . .

it's 15 september after solat magrib... sbgai pngngkt dulng,kteorg kne pkai bj sme.. ade 9 org yg trdiri drpd eqa, tasya, along ibab, koda, yot, miera, aq, intan n kak jot.. sume nye bujng.. bole thn la brt bnde 2.. past 2 leyh lak an skip2 jln.. fuuhhh ! capek deh! hahaha... tp mmg best.. cme pnt la.. tp aq sndri x pst aq pnt wtpe.. mgkn pjlnan yg jao, otak pkir pekse, n org rmai.. mgkn jea la.. 

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