myself

oke.. i was born on 31 august 1994.. it's hari kemerdekaan.. sy ank ke 9 dr 9 owg adk bradk.. that's mean i ank bngsu.. as what u know, ank bngsu nie MANJE.. mmg x dnfikn i mmg mnje.. tp x la tlalu mnje.. coz i already have 7 brother n 1 sister.. so, my mom pn da pnt ade rmai cgt ank.. i x dpt rse cgt la kmnjaan bsme mreka.. ary nie, i would like 2 share kisah hidop i.. 


oke, nk mule dr mne yerk ? urrmmm... i lbh rpt dgn mom i cmpre ngan ayah.. ayh 2 garang, x ske cmpr ngan owg.. n aq ade gak la cmpr ckt prgai dye.. i mmg garang.. ble da mara, mmg la.. tp i x leyh mara owg cgt.. i nie jns yg snstve.. cme i x ske tnjk dpn owg.. kalo i kne mara, n i yg mara owg.. i akn nanges.. pelik an.. tp nie la knytaan nye.. lps jea mara or kne mara.. i akn naik bilik, knci pntu n nanges.. 


past 2 i jgak x bgaul cgt ngan owg.. slagi owg 2 x tego i, i x kn tego owg 2 kcuali benr2 tpkse.. tp ble da knl, i la kwn yg plng best yg pena u all knl.. coz i ske wt lawak bodo jgak la.. coz i nk kwn i heppy ble kwn ngan i.. n parent kwn i sndri pn x kesh kalo nk g mne2 kalo ade i.. x taw la npe.. nk kate aq wt gne2, x jgak.. aq x cyela bnde2 tahyul nie. tp ble mood i x bek jerk, jgn dtego.. mmg sume kne mara.. 


i jgak x ske owg yg rpt ngan i isap rokok.. i x leyh nafas u know.. x slesa.. lgpn isap rokok 2 kn harm, mmbzr, mmbhyekn nyawa.. 


psl solt.. alhmdllh la, sejk blk dr mekah, i da kurng tglkn solt.. tp kalo i tglkn pown, i akn qada'.. bnyk jgak prubhn yg balku pd i sejk i blk dr mekah.. i taw i msh x tutp aurt spnohnye, ade ag tgl solt, msh lg ckp bkn2.. i x perfect.. hidayah dtg pd i pown slow2.. mom nk i jd ustazah.. tp jujur, i mmg x bmint. nta la, kalo dulu i blaja rjn2, i phm bhse arab, kmngknan beso jgak la i akn realisasikn hsrt mama.. tp sory ma.. adk x cm 2.. i bcita cita nk jd lecture dlm bdng account.. tp i don't think so i bole amek course acc.. coz since ckgu zarinah pndh, i x bole catch up pe yg ckgu juriah aja.. i x slakn ckgu juriah.. i nmpk effort dye utk bg kteorg pndai.. tp..... nta la.. don't know la.. 


lagi, cte tntng i.. i x bole trme owg tpu i.. lg2 pkwe i sndri.. no matter what, u have 2 be honest wif me.. n cte psl pkwe.. kalo i da ckp i syg dye, mknye i btol2 sygkn dye.. bkn mcm pompuan len.. mulot sje ckp cm 2.. tp aty x.. yah, i mmg lbh rpt ngan boy cmpre ngan girl.. coz fmly i sndri rmai laki.. lgpn mem pompuan nie tlalu snstve.. laki nie dye lbh sporting.. nk cte pape sng.. n i lbh ske bkwn ngan laki lembut.. coz i know, serapt ape pown i ngan dye, besr kmngknan dye x kn jtuh cnte ngan i.. i x ske la wt oeg jth cnta kt i.. i x smpai aty nk lukekn aty owg.. tp npe owg ckp i nie ske pemenkn prsaan owg..? jujr, i mmg x leyh trme owg ckp i cm 2.. terguris aty i.. 


dr segi pljrn.. i dulu mmg mlz blaja.. upsr i dpt 1A jerk.. pmr i da rjn ckt.. oke la 3A.. skola agme pown, i blaja pai drjh khas.. tp dpt SAA jewk.. cbe la dulu i rjn.. mst result i bgz2 mcm skrng.. ary 2 trial SPM i dpt 2A, 4A-, 2C n 1G.. G 2 plak add math.. sorng je kot kels i yg luls add math.. n i owg kdue ttnggi.. bngge la ckt an.. hak3.. i nye reslt cmrlng pown coz i skrng da rjn stdy.. dlm kels i brikn tmpuan.. then, ble nk xm, mlm sblm xm, i akn bc bku.. past 2 wt solt hajat n tawakal.. alhmdllh, dgn cre 2, i bjye.. 


oke, dr segi pmkanan... i x ske mkn ikn bilis, mee tebal, smbl blcn, telo, mayonis, n pe nta lg.. x igt.. sbb2nye, ade sjrh n ade mknan yg i muak ble mkn.. n mknan yg plng i ske adlh asam..  kre asm pe, i bedal.. tp i x mkn asam yg jns brubt 2.. x sdp.. i x ske mkn ubt.. dulu i lngsng x bole telan ubt.. x bole telan.. pai da tmbk ubt nye jd srbuk pown, i munth.. pnye la tekak i x bole trme ubt.. tp 1 day.. i dmm, lme... smnggu lbh.. n i tpkse mkn ubt.. dr citu la i blaja mkn ubt.. n almdllh, skrng tekak i da bole trme ubt.. cme i x ske jewk mkn ubt.. PAHIT lorh.. da la, cm da bnyk no jerk ce urk ary nie.. besok2 la i smbng..