mamaku !

here is my mom.. name dye zainon bt salleh.. nie gmba mse kteorg kt arafah.. oke, sjk kcl, iera mmg x rpt ngan mama.. mmg iera ank bngsu.. tp iera x smnje owg len.. iera mmg jrng lepk ngan mama.. ape lg ayh.. ayh mmg lngsng x de la.. ayh nye cte, nnt2 la.. now, iera nk cte psl mama...

sjk kcl, mse kteorg lhr lg, mama da bkak akaun tbung haji utk kteorg.. mama ptg gaji dye bmule dgn rm10 utk sorng ank dye.. smpai la wet kte ckop utk dftr hj.. smapi la umr iera 10 thn x cilp.. iera dpt twrn mse 2 drjh 4 kn.. iera blm baligh.. so, iera x dpt g.. mama ngan ayh g ngan abg eg.. ank ptme yg g haji adlh abg eg..

thn demi thn blalu, uda ngan abg din tdetik hati nk pegi mnunaikn hj.. iera blm lg.. iera pegi thn 2009.. iera sorng jea yg dpt twrn n yg mmg nk g.. angh mmg nk g, tp msh standby, coz dftr lmbt.. kate ptgsn tbng hj, mama n ayh leyh g thn 2, cme da pena pegi 2 kali, dye nk bg laluan utk yg len.. mmndngkn iera x de mhrm, mama n ayh dpt g.. lme kmudian, angh pown dpt g.. alhmdllh..

sjk dr 2, iera mle rpt ngan mama, ayh, k.nani n angh.. tp yg plng iera rpt adlh mama.. iera gmbra cgt.. dgn brkt pegi hj, iera jd rpt ngan mama.. iera syg mama cgt2.. mama da mcm kwn iera sndri.. hmpr sume bnde iera cte kt mama..

tp mlm nie, mama da lukai aty iera.. iera x taw plak kalo slme nie mama kbrtn ble iera kuo ngan kwn2.. oke, mulai ary nie, iera x kn kuo ag.. iera x nk kecikn aty mama.. lgpn iera sdey ble mama ckp cm 2.. x kn iera nk have ngan ngan mama... agk2 la ma.. dgn prgai ayh yg mcm 2.. iera x rse sronok taw kalo jln ngan fmly..

kalo mama jns owg yg leyh jln tnpe suami x pe.. iera taw, iera respect mama.. mama la wnta yg plg iera bnggekn.. ma sorng yg pnyanyang.. pengaseh.. pnybr.. tp kdng2, ade la yg wt iera x jd kn mama idola.. mama kdng2 nk owg nmpk mama perfect, but the real 1 is, u're not.. bkn iera nk kutuk mama... iera cme nk kngsi pe yg iera rse..

hari demi hari.. iera rse klainan pd mama.. kalo iera ckp nie, x pai 1 ary mama da lpe.. nk kate mama bnyk pkir, x jgak.. past 2, mama slalu ckp tntng akhrt.. tntng mati la.. iera sbnrnye sdey ble mama ckp cm 2.. tp iera nie jns owg yg kalo blh dtutp ksdihn iera, iera akn ttp.. iera takot khlngn mama.. iera x rpt ngan ayh.. ayh plak bkn sorng yg pnyanyang... ayh lbh tegas.. iera x ske cgt ngan ayh.. iera kalo leyh x nk tgk mama o ayh mati dulu.. bio la iera mati dulu.. iera x snggp khlngn dyeorng..

tp iera sndri msh blm siap utk hdpi sakaratul maut.. jjr, iera bnyk wt dose.. iera bkn la owg yg baik sgt.. iera sdr, iera x tutp aurt, wt mksiat, wt pkre sia2, kurng aja.. iera sdr sume 2.. tp nk wt cm ne.. jiwa iera msh blm dpt hdyh.. iera nk n tringn jd wnta solehah.. tp godaan syaitn tlalu kuat n iera x mmpu utk atsinye..

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moto..

oke.. 1st tme iera bwk moto mse drjh 6.. hahaha... bwk skuter.. nk g uma akq.. abg mx tlg anta dye.. coz nk amek moto at uma akq.. sumenye oke jerk.. tp.... ble da pai 2, abg ckp, rilex jerk.. cm bwk beskal.. tme 2 kteorg da nek moto asng2.. iera pown ape ag.. tros loncat turun, but still pgg handle.. mcm bwk beskal.. ble nk smpai jerk, iera akn wt cm 2.. hah, amek ko.. tPRESS pai lnggr pgr owg sblh.. abez tcbot pgr dye.. pasu, 3 pecah.. ade la luke ckt.. iera pown ape ag.. tros nek bilik, tdo.. ye la, 1st tme.. mama n ayh x taw lak 2.. ble da taw, nsb bek la x mara cgt.. mama gnti pasu yg pech 2.. pgr 2 dulu pgr kte.. dye gne coz da buang pgr 2.. ala, juz ikat jerk.. pgr 2 mgkn dye x kesa cgt.. moto pe sume abg yg urskn..

iera x bwk2 moto, pai la umr iera 16 thn.. mse 2 f4 la.. ayh ngan mama soh blaja.. bwk jea la.. tp kali nie moto kriss.. ade gear.. nmpknye iera oke jerk bwk.. past 2, ma soh iera amek lesen moto.. g la.. p slalu ngan ex iera.. capital F.. sblm nie, abg yg anta.. tp since da lps L.. da g 2 kali lth moto, iera decide nk bwk moto sndri.. tp ngan F la.. dye bwk moto dye.. follow iera kt blkng.. alhmdllh, P pown iera lulus..

slalu g skola.. ayh yg anta.. tp start bln 6 mse f5 nie, br la iera cbe2 bwk moto g skola.. tp wktu ptg ngan ary rbu pg jea la.. coz pkai suo.. sng nak bwk.. past 2 tbe 1 ary iera trse cgt ngan sikp ayh, iera amek kptsn, iera g skola nek moto jerk.. mlz da nk soh owg anta n jempt ag.. kte da bole wt sndri, npe nk ssa2 mx tlg owg kn.. kne plak yg x ikhls.. mmg la mnyktkn aty.. tp skrng oke jea la.. bwk moto g skola..

moto bnyk bg iera pnglmn.. nie mse f4 la.. kalo x silp.. moto x de mnyk 2 kali.. mle2 moto ayh, past 2 bwk moto abg zam.. malu jerk.. nsb bek bkn kt bndr.. mklom la.. iera juz taw bwk moto jerk.. yg len sume x taw.. past 2, mse f5, tme 2 gerimis.. da kt area uma ecah.. ade keta 2 men kuo jea dr smpng.. iera pown break imergncy.. past 2, jln pai smpng, rse moto x sdp.. tgk2, leper jerk.. igtkn pecah.. da la gerimis.. nsb bek la ade sorng pak cik 2 pgl iera btrduh at uma dye jap.. past 2 kol ayh.. soh amek.. past 2, ayh la yg bwk moto 2 g kdai.. tyr blkng jea yg leper.. ujn2 cm 2.. ksian gak tgk ayh.. tp, da iera x geti wt.. nk wt cm ne kn.. then, ayh blk.. ckp bkn pech, kne pku.. 1 jea.. tp bole thn beso gak.. gnti la tyr..

since dr 2, iera msh takot2 ag nk bwk moto.. tp psl skrng asyk nk bjln jerk, iera branikn diri.. kn iera ckp iera g skola nek moto an.. x pena skali pown mnyk 2 lps E.. biase full jerk.. ayh la yg isi.. dye taw yg iera x pndai isi mnyk.. past 2, tiap pg dye kn g msjd.. dulu dye g nek keta.. tp akhr2 nie dye g nek moto.. coz nk bio enjin moto 2 pns.. so iera x yah la tnggu lme utk pnskn enjin..

beso kn prngrbnan ayh.. tp, da 2 yg dye nak.. dye nk iera bwk moto sndri.. nsb dye la.. agypown, iera nie an ank bngsu.. past 2 iera jerk yg dok at uma.. pd cpe ag dye nk wt cm 2 kn..

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myself

oke.. i was born on 31 august 1994.. it's hari kemerdekaan.. sy ank ke 9 dr 9 owg adk bradk.. that's mean i ank bngsu.. as what u know, ank bngsu nie MANJE.. mmg x dnfikn i mmg mnje.. tp x la tlalu mnje.. coz i already have 7 brother n 1 sister.. so, my mom pn da pnt ade rmai cgt ank.. i x dpt rse cgt la kmnjaan bsme mreka.. ary nie, i would like 2 share kisah hidop i.. 


oke, nk mule dr mne yerk ? urrmmm... i lbh rpt dgn mom i cmpre ngan ayah.. ayh 2 garang, x ske cmpr ngan owg.. n aq ade gak la cmpr ckt prgai dye.. i mmg garang.. ble da mara, mmg la.. tp i x leyh mara owg cgt.. i nie jns yg snstve.. cme i x ske tnjk dpn owg.. kalo i kne mara, n i yg mara owg.. i akn nanges.. pelik an.. tp nie la knytaan nye.. lps jea mara or kne mara.. i akn naik bilik, knci pntu n nanges.. 


past 2 i jgak x bgaul cgt ngan owg.. slagi owg 2 x tego i, i x kn tego owg 2 kcuali benr2 tpkse.. tp ble da knl, i la kwn yg plng best yg pena u all knl.. coz i ske wt lawak bodo jgak la.. coz i nk kwn i heppy ble kwn ngan i.. n parent kwn i sndri pn x kesh kalo nk g mne2 kalo ade i.. x taw la npe.. nk kate aq wt gne2, x jgak.. aq x cyela bnde2 tahyul nie. tp ble mood i x bek jerk, jgn dtego.. mmg sume kne mara.. 


i jgak x ske owg yg rpt ngan i isap rokok.. i x leyh nafas u know.. x slesa.. lgpn isap rokok 2 kn harm, mmbzr, mmbhyekn nyawa.. 


psl solt.. alhmdllh la, sejk blk dr mekah, i da kurng tglkn solt.. tp kalo i tglkn pown, i akn qada'.. bnyk jgak prubhn yg balku pd i sejk i blk dr mekah.. i taw i msh x tutp aurt spnohnye, ade ag tgl solt, msh lg ckp bkn2.. i x perfect.. hidayah dtg pd i pown slow2.. mom nk i jd ustazah.. tp jujur, i mmg x bmint. nta la, kalo dulu i blaja rjn2, i phm bhse arab, kmngknan beso jgak la i akn realisasikn hsrt mama.. tp sory ma.. adk x cm 2.. i bcita cita nk jd lecture dlm bdng account.. tp i don't think so i bole amek course acc.. coz since ckgu zarinah pndh, i x bole catch up pe yg ckgu juriah aja.. i x slakn ckgu juriah.. i nmpk effort dye utk bg kteorg pndai.. tp..... nta la.. don't know la.. 


lagi, cte tntng i.. i x bole trme owg tpu i.. lg2 pkwe i sndri.. no matter what, u have 2 be honest wif me.. n cte psl pkwe.. kalo i da ckp i syg dye, mknye i btol2 sygkn dye.. bkn mcm pompuan len.. mulot sje ckp cm 2.. tp aty x.. yah, i mmg lbh rpt ngan boy cmpre ngan girl.. coz fmly i sndri rmai laki.. lgpn mem pompuan nie tlalu snstve.. laki nie dye lbh sporting.. nk cte pape sng.. n i lbh ske bkwn ngan laki lembut.. coz i know, serapt ape pown i ngan dye, besr kmngknan dye x kn jtuh cnte ngan i.. i x ske la wt oeg jth cnta kt i.. i x smpai aty nk lukekn aty owg.. tp npe owg ckp i nie ske pemenkn prsaan owg..? jujr, i mmg x leyh trme owg ckp i cm 2.. terguris aty i.. 


dr segi pljrn.. i dulu mmg mlz blaja.. upsr i dpt 1A jerk.. pmr i da rjn ckt.. oke la 3A.. skola agme pown, i blaja pai drjh khas.. tp dpt SAA jewk.. cbe la dulu i rjn.. mst result i bgz2 mcm skrng.. ary 2 trial SPM i dpt 2A, 4A-, 2C n 1G.. G 2 plak add math.. sorng je kot kels i yg luls add math.. n i owg kdue ttnggi.. bngge la ckt an.. hak3.. i nye reslt cmrlng pown coz i skrng da rjn stdy.. dlm kels i brikn tmpuan.. then, ble nk xm, mlm sblm xm, i akn bc bku.. past 2 wt solt hajat n tawakal.. alhmdllh, dgn cre 2, i bjye.. 


oke, dr segi pmkanan... i x ske mkn ikn bilis, mee tebal, smbl blcn, telo, mayonis, n pe nta lg.. x igt.. sbb2nye, ade sjrh n ade mknan yg i muak ble mkn.. n mknan yg plng i ske adlh asam..  kre asm pe, i bedal.. tp i x mkn asam yg jns brubt 2.. x sdp.. i x ske mkn ubt.. dulu i lngsng x bole telan ubt.. x bole telan.. pai da tmbk ubt nye jd srbuk pown, i munth.. pnye la tekak i x bole trme ubt.. tp 1 day.. i dmm, lme... smnggu lbh.. n i tpkse mkn ubt.. dr citu la i blaja mkn ubt.. n almdllh, skrng tekak i da bole trme ubt.. cme i x ske jewk mkn ubt.. PAHIT lorh.. da la, cm da bnyk no jerk ce urk ary nie.. besok2 la i smbng..

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