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PENING !!!

urm.. ssa gak eak ble tpkse wt plhn.. mcm ekonomi.. "khndk mnusia yg plbagai, so kte tpkse wt plhn" sometimes ksian gak kt kwn2 yg len.. x dpt UPU, x dpt matrik..

nad sbnrnye x taw nk start dr mne.. it is about my future.. skrng nie, nad ade 3 plhn..
1. Matrik kt Londang, Melaka.. course Account..
2. UPU, i get UITM kt Alor Gajah Melaka.. course Dip Pengurusan & Teknlgi Pejabat..
3. UTHM.. x taw course ape.. yg pstnye kt Parit Raja.. sbb ary 2 nad wt Pra Dip at situ.. dye kata 2.0 n above da bole continue at situ..

n nad ade mohon IPG.. jd ckgu.. tp x pat.. agk sdikit mngecwekn lah.. coz i mmg nk jd ckgu / lecturer.. tp, IPG 2 kne interview.. fuuuhhh !! x dpt ku byngkn.. owg da la ssa ckt nk bckp.. lg la dpn owg besar2 nie.. x knl plak 2.. kalo kt skola dulu.. kwn2 ngan ckgu sume taw yg nad x bole naik ats stage.. mengelatar x masal.. hehehe... ^_^

oke, i would like 2 start wif UTHM.. mmg dr awl dlu nad mmg x nk smbng c2.. sbb nye, nad x mnt lah.. course engineering.. mmg la kalo nk kate.. sng at c2.. tmpt 2 kte da biase, dkt, ade along plak 2.. tp, nk wt cm ne.. SAYA X MINAT ! x kn la 2 pon ssa cgt nk phm.. owg taw la motif utme mama 2 sbb kt sne ade along.. ank ksygn la katekn.. tp tlg la pkir tntng owg.. kalo la owg mnt, dr f4 dulu owg da amek aliran sain taw..

then, matrik.. haiyooo !! i x nk g.. rmai owg kate, g matrik kne strugle.. owg sndri x yakin dgn kmampuan owg.. mklomla.. owg jns blaja santai je.. x ske tension2 sgt.. yg plg pntng, dlm kels kne fokus.. cme nye, owg takot owg pnt.. ckgu ckp, parents yg umr 40 ke ats, kalo lhrkn ank, bnyk risk dye.. n owg dlhrkn pd mama brusia 43 thn.. mama ade jgak ckp yg owg nie lembik time lahir.. hehehe... owg pon x phm lembik mcm mne.. dye kata 2 doktr yg ckp.. so, owg x bole pnt2 cgt.. kalo owg pnt, mle la x fokus. n ble x fokus, mmg ssa la nk perform.. antre sbb owg x nk g matrik :
1. owg ckp, kt matrik kne hardwork.. kne cecah 3.5 n above.. br leyh smbng degree course acc
2. owg ckp, kalo dpt bwh 3.5, ssa ckt nk smbng degree..
3. owg ckp lg.. kalo x leyh perform, kne buang !
da la owg dpt yg sthn pnye.. ssa ckt la.. tp, kt c2 ade nawar (bdak kels owg).. so, sng ckt la kalo ade owg yg kte da biase.. mcm time nad kt UTHM dulu..

psl UPU plak.. bengkek gak ah ble ayh da mle bkak mulot.. kalo dye mara, mmg mnusuk kdlm aty.. smpai mood owg pon brubh.. jd da mls plak nk pkir.. ye la, owg pkir2 blk, cm x nk course 2.. sbb course 2 kre plng low a kt sume U.. owg plh 2 pon psl cdngn dr abg eg.. nad bkn nye taw pape.. scndl dye dulu amek course 2.. so owg on je lah.. owg ltk 2 jd plhn ptme.. taw2 lak dpt.. owg nk tkr pd acc.. tp leceh ckt la.. kne wt ryuan, anta kt UITM Shah Alam.. mama cm mls je nk g sne.. owg x ltk acc 2 plhn ptme sbb owg sndri x yakin yg owg leyh score tme SPM ary 2.. mklomla.. time trial, 4 owg je kot yg lulus dlm kels nad.. n ONLY ME je yg kredit..

owg x taw la.. owg smpai x de mood taw pkir bnde nie.. owg jd tegang je ngan owg len.. ksian jgak kt mama.. owg sdey sbnrnye ble tpkse brade dlm kdaan cm nie.. lg la, bnde nie mlbtkn parents.. ape yg owg mampu wt cme bnykn bdoa, mx ptnjk dr Allah.. harap owg x wt plhn yg sla.. sory pd sape yg trse dgn klainan sikap nad.. I'M SO SORY !