Monday, July 16, 2012

Kasihku ~

setelah sbulan dekat sni, nad da mula bole sesuaikan diri.. nad da bole msra dgn sume org.. tp... nad x bpe ske cgt.. sbb, nad tpkse bjaohn dgn fmly n org tersyg.. nk taw x ? sblm nie, nad msh bole kwl perasaan RINDU nad dkt dyeorng.. sbb nad bz.. dgn mini kakom, quiz..

tp, x taw knp.. last week prsaan rindu yg membuak buak dtg.. nad x bole nk control.. smpai2.. mlm td.. ade la ckt mslh dgn abg botak.. tp, nad rse 2 bnde kck jew.. cme... 2 la.. biase la kn ble org da wndu nie.. nad mule tacing ble dye bgrau kata x nk kapel dgn nad..

mcm ade sesuatu yg mnusuk aty nad.. nad kuatkan diri dgn membasuh telekung yg dkt spruh bulan x bsoh.. lps 2.. dye text, ckp cm nie.. "awk.. npe awk x rply?? awk cdey ea.. jgn la cdey2. sy x nk kapel sbb sy nk jmpe ayh awk.. kita nikah teros.. okay x awk ? :)"

bila bc text nie, nad cbe ukirkn sebuah senyuman.. wet pon x de.. ade aty nk kawen dgn kte.. tp kn... nad x kuat.. nad decide utk mnd.. wlupon sbnrnye mlm 2 sejok.. mlm td nad trpkse pkai sweater time tdo. nad mnd 2 pon sbb nad perlukan ketenangan.. sblm mnd dye ade ckp, dye siyez.. dlm kotak minda org mse 2 mnyatakan yg.. DIA MINTA PUTUS.. ble nad da mnd.. nad kuatkn dri utk mnytakan yg nad snggp.. wlupon sbnrnye x rela..

nad solat, nad ngaji.. mengalir air mata nad.. lps 2 ijat text nad.. kali nie dye gne syg mnje.. so, nad pujuk aty nad.. td 2 mngkn dye bgrau.. bole lg la nad brthn utk ktwe dgn roomate yg tiap2 mlm akan buat lawak bodo.. hehehe..

owg rse dye bole taw org x sehappy biase.. dye ckp dye nk call.. tp pkai no clcme.. kredit maxis dye tgl ckt je kot.. kteorng pon tkr no.. time ckp2 2 kn.. ade la dye bgrau.. ckp "x pe la.. x nk ckp dgn org kn.. org call org len je la".. nad troz tacing.. org tnye je.. npe ttbe tpon.. sbb, time call 2, dye mcm x de point nk ckp.. pelik la..

ble dye da ckp mcm 2.. spe x tacing.. org tnye elok2.. dye jwb mcm 2.. yah, i know dye nk bgrau.. tp, grauan dye x kne dgn masa n tmpt.. past 2 owg majok, dye pon nk majok.. mmg x de nye la org nk lyn.. sdey taw x.. nad nanges mlm td.. igt kakak n wan x prsan.. nad alehkn je kain kt muke, tgk dyeorng dpn nad.. KANTOI suda !!

nk wt keje, nk stdy.. sume da x bole.. fikirn da mlyng ntah ke mne.. tp, ku kuatkan juga.. sbb... nad x nk hncurkn harapn fmly nad.. tp alhmdllh la.. nad da bole nk bmesra dgn abg botak ary nie.. kalo nad da lyn org 2, jgn pena ckp psl kisah lepas.. mls la nk cdey2.. t x lawa.. hehehe... (^_^)

org cume nk bgtaw, jumaat nie org blk ! dgn nawar... blk awl.. hoorreeeyyy !!! rindu sama mama.. mama ckp, dye ade belikan org cekelet !! skenye... tp, x taw la.. kng, mkn dek ayh n ank2 yg len.. da laa... smpai sni shje crte kte.. dadaa ~ 

1 comments:

abg botak said...

manje... syg mnx maaf tw. syg xde niat pn nk mnx putus. xkn pernah....