Monday, September 24, 2012

Jauhnya dikau...

assalamualaikum n selamt malam..

sebelum nad tdo, nad nk kongsi perasaan gelisah nad yg nad x taw mcm mane nk hadapi.. it is about the king of my heart.. of course, my ijat a.k.a abg botak..

lame x cite psl love story.. tp kali nie, bkn love cgt laa.. broken heart pon ada.. ntah laa.. the last 3 days before, hari2 nad serba x kena.. n nad x nk psl nad nye bad mood, nad lpskn kt org yg nad syg..

mmg dr kck, kalo nad da x de mood, sume org nad akan marah.. 2 sbb nad perlukan masa untuk tenangkan diri.. biasanye lps tdo, ngaji.. nad akan okay.. ye laa.. wan x de.. ijat pon x sehat.. org mcm terpinggir sorng2.. mcm ank tiri..

ntah laa.. ijat mngkn terasa dgn nad.. nad x taw nk pujok org.. x geti.. tp td kn. ble nad da okay. nad text dye.. dye bole ckp mcm dye 2 bkn sape2 org.. mkin stress la nad.. tp nad x nk lukekn aty dye..

nad x bls.. lme lps 2, nad cr blk mcet best2 yg dlu nad simpan.. ade la jmpe 1.. owg 4wrd kt dye.. mcm brksn.. tp.... owg wt spoilt.. owg x bls mcet dye.. sumpah, org x pasan dye ade anta mcet..

ntah laa.. pkai fon br mmbuatkan nad nie mcm org lain.. nad igtkn dye tdo laa.. sbb 2 x bls mcet nad.. n td dye call.. mcm x bermaya je nk ckp dgn org.. ye laa.. sape la kte ni kn.. nad cbe jgak cr idea utk dye troz tersnym.. tp, x brjye..

trok cgt ke nad nie ? dye da brubh aty ke ? kte kapel blm smpai stgh thn pon lg.. owg saayyaaannnggg dye cgt.. dlm idop owg, slain fmly, yg nad selalu pkir, dye sorng je.. nad cuba jd yg terbaik utk dye..

tp knp ini pngakhirannye ? nad x taw laa. brt sbnrnye utk nad.. dye da la jao dr pndngn mata nad.. n skrng, dye jao jgak dr dlm aty nad.. x pe laa.. yg nad taw, nad ikhlas mencintai dye.. x kesa la ape persepsi dye tntng nad..

mau tdo.. ntye !

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